Thursday, January 22, 2009


Min- She's kinda my best friend because were always hanging out together, she makes me laugh about somthing everytime, its easy for me to tell her anything, shes always got nice hair.

Owen- I will never forget this guy, i met him at a Café he makes me smile every moment im around him The first time i ever went to some canival thing was with him the P.R.S it was hell fun i had to sneak out that day it was his birthday and it would probally be the best day ive had in 2008 i expirienced new things and emotions that day. Im glad this guy has came into my life.
~i think Owen is a very youthful guy. -^^-


Yean- He's the 2nd random friend ive made lol but hes cool. i like walking around and eating waffles with this guy. We usaully run into the most funniest looking things, i feel compftable around him now and i dont care about how messy my hair/make-up gets around him it feels like ive known him for a whole year.
Yean is a very kind guy.

~ *sighh* im gonna miss this guy hes a good friend. He's going to stay in Mayasia


Anthony- I met Anthony from CR, the first time i rang him our conversation kept getting silent but it was nice talking to someone. He makes me laugh, hes a pretty cool guy and also the first person ive played pool with, he taught me how to play i even won.
Ohh gosh it was hell funny for me watching him play some arcade game while i was holding his bubble tea i was drinking alot of it and he was todally oblivous. XD

Wen Li Sun & Jason Yee

Met these guys when me and Min were walking in the city we saw him and Jas then while i was busy looking ahead of me Min said somthing about their cute so i looked and i was like ooh yummy so me and Min stalked them untill we came to the ''Farmosa Cafe'' thingy we walked in and were like where the f*ck are we? LOL but we knew they were sitting down there somwhere Min got me to give my number so i made sure my hair was looking good and we used eyelinner to write on a reciep my numb haha

Complex emotion's U_U

This conversation started off me being upset because i got a bit angry and sad about Owen but he made me smile i guess.. because his words were so sweet.
it makes me cry to think about what i used to have... 2008 i met so many new friends but the first would be Owen and since i met him, my WHOLE life has changed it became a more warmer and better place thankyou Owen.

LisA says:
forget about me
lin says:
why?
LisA says:
because i dont feel happy
LisA says:
not AT ALL
lin says:
u dont feel happy because of me?
LisA says:
i cant answer that
LisA says:
and right now
lin says:
then just dont say that
LisA says:
u should feel angry with me i dont care.... but right now i just dont feel good
LisA says:
U_U
LisA says:
byebye

오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:13 AM:
Lisa
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:13 AM:
i wont forget u
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:14 AM:
never.. ever
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:14 AM:
i love u
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:15 AM:
maybe u dont understand right now
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:16 AM:
it's ok
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:16 AM:
i can wait, no matter how long
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:17 AM:
i will leave u alone, if u need
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:17 AM:
but it doesnt mean i give up
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:18 AM:
next time we meet
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:18 AM:
i will be different
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:18 AM:
and so are u
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:18 AM:
so u are
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:18 AM:
um...........
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:19 AM:
im glad to meet u
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:20 AM:
see u
오웬 lin sent 15/11/2008 1:20 AM:
n_n

~Owen i never got the chance to tell you and now
ive missed my chance.. i wanted to tell you i love you too *wipes tear*

Heatbeat to Heartbreak

He hasent been online for 3 or 4 days now U_U for some reason i cant stop thinking about him. Im doing all i can to stay happy but how can i when im all alone? im pushing myself to the limit for him because i want to emprove my life and confidence i guess.. he's over me now, i think i love him? and.. it cant be helped. i just hope he will come back to Perth one day... because i will wait even if it means a couple of months or years i dont want to forget how he's gave my life new expiriences, fun, adventure, romance, confidence and even given me his smile and i apreshiate that alot.
~wo ai ni Owen


16/12/2008

Im fine now ^^ everytime i read these memories of mine... i feel happy its like turning back time to see how i was and how Owen was back in those days i love 2008 HAPPY NEW YEAR! ^o^
banzai banzai!

10/1/2009
When Owen comes back from China AND if hes still single im going to invite on the new Perth ferris wheel. <3
then when we are on there im gonna tell him; while he was away i thought of him everyday. when we get to the top, im going to confess my feelings for him! i will say ''Owen... i have to tell you somthing, just so i can get it out of my head.. wo ai ni!'' then kiss him la (stictly no pashing it needs to be romantic)


14/1/2009
Last night around 1am i signed on msn...
because my friend rang and my brother picked up and said i was sleeping i didnt want my friend who was overseas to get the wrong idea so when i signed in i saw owen... was online i was so suprzied to see him on9 cos hes rarley on and i havent had much time to talk with him ive missed him to much and ive been upset about how long he hasent been online. (obvoiusly avoiding me) he had a comment to me asking for my mob numb, i gave it to him and he didnt reply then he just signed out at the time i was listening to Kiss- Because i am a girl.
Thats such a sad song he is so heartless he dosent care about me at all! U_U he probally never did...

how can id be so stupid!?
why did i care about him for so long knowing he would move and be more stubborn and bitchy
this is it... ive put so much of my own time and life into him. he just has to hurt my heart all the time...


22 Jan 2009
I told myself, i love him! and i wont give up!
but how can i keep trying when things are just getting harder and harder further and further, i feel.. weak.

I think i... give up

30th Jan
Im glad i waited that extra 15min even though it was a little awkward silence it made me smile being byourside.. i think i knew that i wouldnt see you again. Our first date was at the park in Northbridge and it was also the last.
So now ive learnt somthing, if you keep chasing at somthing and still havent got it then stop trying if you give up then..
pour ur heart out and let ur emotions run free!
**
So i guess this is goodbye 'n_n
<3 Always Lisa